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Lying is part of the game.

It’s been awhile since i last ranted all my thoughts out of my head. This time around, it has been really frustrating and confusing, not only to my “activities” but in general, myself.

There’s always this battle between you and your inner unconscious self. Where certain things you just throw out of your mouth, unconsciously. For example, lying. Lying always ends up, neither way good or bad. It only becomes good when you lie for a good reason but in general it’s bad cause it always ends up as a lie. A lie is another use for reasoning. Reasoning for backing up our ego and owes ego a huge impact in due time. And ego gets trampled on by forsee-ing the future consequences. 

Lying plays two different parts. First is explanation. We lie to get off the tangled situation, we think we can breathe freely after saying a smooth sail of broken words. But every lie has a dead end, every lie needs to have a certain explanation. For good or worse? nobody cares. you went down hill, find your way out.  Before we meet that dead end, we make up fantasies, different routes, picturing ourselves a routine on how we’re gonna explain the silly made up story. 

Second, Selfishness. Greed always has been a brother to lie. We lie because lie took greed off the bench and now playing as the Midfielder. We fully aim for our wants, fulfilling our satisfaction. Trying to pass the goal keeper for the goal, but greed has different qualities, good or bad? heals or injures? Does generosity even feels as much more rewarding as greed?